Dressed in green
Time net room 17/05/1994
Guardian:
They say that through patience, a rock can turn into a diamond; yes that’s right. But it takes much heartache and suffering.
My dear master, I want to share my innermost feelings with you. Although I have a strong faith in you and your teachings, sometimes I experience doubts. When you say that I will change into a responsible person, I hesitate to believe.
However, there is a force within me that encourages me to go forward and refrain from vices. I believe in the supreme power and I know that he can make happen as so he desires; but when I look at myself, I cannot believe that a damaged individual like me can actually help anyone.
Maybe my faith has not reached the optimum level and I think I have faith; sometimes these doubts reach their zenith and make me want to quit everything and creep into a corner of isolation till death.
Now that I look back and see the progress that I’ve made despite all the flaws, I see a glimmer of hope as well.
Your encouragements and trainings have inspired me to continue which I will with all my strength.
General:
God’s grace is always available and your dedication and humane contribution gets you closer to him.
You should not back down if the current situation seems difficult; attend to the issues on hand and try to concentrate on crossing the mighty river.
Don’t see yourself as weak and do not wait for a miracle; divine forces must be strengthened within you so as to resist the destructive forces. We can’t make the path easy for you and the task lies on your own shoulders.
You probably have some questions.
Guardian:
I witnessed a scene in the time net room about a café where narcotics are used; a person dressed in green came to the doorstep of the café and called me. As soon as I went to answer him, he took off with a skate or something like that.
He headed for the cemetery so I hesitated following him; who was that and what did he want with me?
General:
You will see that person’s face in your future visions; he might not be visible in your physical world, but would serve as a guide and a source of inspiration for you.
Carefully observe the conditions of your life and prevent anyone who might intend to cause harms.
Guardian:
Could I meet the person in the green robe?
General:
Yes, he shall be invited in the near future.
We have to go now.
Raad:
You should be grateful that you have good friends in other dimensions; you have been reckless and have made grave mistakes.
Leave this state and burn those narrow-minded beliefs which prevented your progress; be firm and strong and I will also bring you inspirations.
Guardian:
What are those beliefs which should be burned?
Raad:
Old and backward beliefs which have no place in history, improper habits and traditions; I did not have any place between the people and I spent most of my time with the Lord.
My words were bitter for so many, but my blood was for divine love only; pray for me as I’m mad about the Lord.
Farewell to you, guardian