I had become a stagnant creature during years of abusing drug. I do not use the word "human" because the concept of humanity is moving toward balance while lack of strength and confidence; and more importantly despair and disappointment did not allow me to do healthy actions and all my actions were also done under the control of negative forces.
Eventually, I had accepted death as a result of addiction and my ignorance had been added by negative and dissuasive thoughts. I had repeatedly experienced free-fall and I was so disappointed and tired that I found it as a dream.
It is more than seven months that I attended Congress 60 and half of my medical travel has been passed. As the dosage of OT decreases, my body and soul become closer to the relative balance and I am full of hope and freshness. I believe that my dreams came true.If we pay attention to a child who has just learned walking, we can understand a very important point: there is fear in the first steps of his/her attempt for walking and after a few days when the child founds that he can move, s/he begins to move. As he starts to walk, he experiences some kind of enthusiasm and then s/he suddenly takes quick steps and falls. Of course, if the child does not fall many times, he cannot stand firmly. But my treatment process is a little different.
I began my treatment with fear like a child who has started to walk but nowadays I am confident about it and I will definitely fall if I hurry during the path. The difference is that before entering Congress 60, I fell several times and there is no time for falling again.
I simply want to say that if the child falls, he lacks wisdom or he is a child. But now I have learned how not to fall more than seven months which to me is a dangerous fall.
I experienced so many ways before I entered to Congress60. Of course, today I know all of them were devious ways and they made me recognize that Congress 60 is the best way after some sessions of workshops.
Time process is the main factor in DST method or gradual treatment method and this makes threshold of tolerance, physical and mental endurance gradually reach to their proper levels.
In the past, as soon as I stopped my drug consumption, I would take doping and various vitamins and different kinds of fattening drugs to prove that I had quitted addiction. Today I have learned in Congress 60 that I should value myself and my health and if I am going to be treated, I should do it at first for myself and then for my family. I have learned that the human body is under his control and although a few months are left to the end of my first travel, my appearance, my night sleep and psychological problems have reached the relative balance. I am sure that I will have much better situation at the end of my first travel and I will experience balance and calm in my second travel by following instructions.
All of these issues are not unexpected and they are all possible gradually and with continuous efforts. I know I should pay the price of it because I had brought my body, mental and my performance to the deep darkness; and light is very valuable and I should pay a heavy price to get it back.
“The shortest way is not always the best way.”
Congress 60 is the best way to treat addiction all over the world because it evaluates all the aspects involved and teaches everything to pupils. Pupils themselves are their own therapist and they can get closer to the most important point of their life by following the rules, sanctities and instructions. Liberation from addiction which is the start of a new line for all consumers is the highest point of life after treatment. That is the continuation of the best way I have chosen to go through.
Written by: Mohammad Bishki, a traveler
Translated by: Marzia Bisjerdi, a companion
